the rocks won't be given a chance

this morning on my front porch i had the most incredible quiet time.  i started reading john and i just couldn't stop.  i have felt so discontent and lost lately.  since i don't know if i'll get in to PA school, i've been trying to figure out what to do with my life.

reapply?
go to PT school?
masters in nutrition?
be a teacher and eventually a professor (preferably anatomy)?

i don't know. i've been trying not to think about it. but it's been consuming my thoughts.

and then this morning.... all i can focus on is jesus.  he is just so creative and brilliant and loving indescribable.  and i just love getting to know him more.

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and my front yard is beautiful.  the sun is shining through this big old tree.  everything is singing praise to him.  and so i thought of this verse.  and went back and read all of luke 19.  the people were throwing their cloaks down for jesus to ride his colt over on his ride in jerusalem. i remember how special i felt as a bride walking down the carpet they rolled down the aisle in front of me on my wedding day.  it is praiseworthy. it is beautiful.

and so with my life, despite the unknowns of where my career is going, today i am comforted and reassured.  i feel like i'm finally in an okay place.  and nothing else matters but jesus.

and so i will not let the rocks even be given a chance.