dread

it's late and i am checking my email and facebook and such.  i haven't done that in quite a few days.  i have not been spending much time on the computer over the last three weeks.  i have been soaking up my time with family and the best of friends.

christmas day

it has been a huge blessing and a huge refresher.  i don't think i could've made it any further.

i am trying to be optimistic, but i am not going to lie...

i. am. DREADING. going back to oregon on saturday.  i don't want to go back.  i have so many frustrations.  my heart is ripping apart as the days grow closer to leaving again.

i wanna stay home.

 The LORD is near to the brokenhearted
   and saves the crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18 (ESV)

please pray for me. i so desperately need Him.